HELL NO!!

If I didn't..

F would have had a fork stuck in his throat..

T would have had my fist shoved up his..

D would have had his face re-arranged..

If didn't control, I would be in a boys home right now..

"You need anger management course"

Oh yeah? do I?

No!!

I'm violent?

angry?

well..i'm like that cause i was sick of being a doormatt last time..

I always let people walk all over me..

NO MORE!!

I'm not that sweet kind boy you used to know..

people change..

you said it yourself

If i stayed what i was..

You'll have a chicken for a son

cowardly

low self-esteem

useless

There you are right now.. going about like nothing ever happened

"I'm TRYING to teach you responsibilty"

that i know..

if i werent responsible..

would i

Still have that digicam with me?
Still have my handphone?
Still have my mp3?

I know you say

"I'm trying to tell you that that tone of voice is disrespectful"

I KNOW!!!

bloody hell...

i'm not that stupid...

its just that i gotta release all my frustrations

my worries

my stress

ANGST!!

for GOD's SAKE!!

I enjoy being angry

call me mad..

crazy

WHATEVER!!

I Don't care

i just like it!!

which is prefered?

flaring?

or cutting my bloody arm open?

i wouldn't dare say i haven't done that before

You lke it when i just stood there and let u scold me..

let you punish me

i agree..i was wrong

WAS wrong

Now a days? i dun see a point in arguing with u

when u think u're right..

guess what?

YOU'RE RIGHT!!

whatever you say goes...

you're word is king!!

even if you're wrong

now how am i supposed to argue back

NO POINT!!

ok..at least i got that off my chest
but i'm still pissed off
"wonderful" day

Cut! and that's a wrap
8:50:00 PM

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