Friday, April 06, 2007

This past few days..been really emo..
troubled..
but hey
at least i had someone to share it with..
Dorothy..
I didnt want to share with my sweets coz I dont wanna trouble her..
she has enough problems..

To think alot..
is gd in some sense..
so now..
here I am cooped up.
stoning at the walls..thinking..i am
stuck in my head fighting myself..
at the edge..
falling at any moment..
i'm going to try my best for reasons..you may so inquire as to wad reasons? you may also wish to ask? well..i'm not disclosing..again, i would like to say, in case u havent read my whole blog..this is public..everyone can see..

tryin my very best to sort things out with myself...
its pretty amazing how much problems u can get done just by sitting dwn and thinking...

oh..if you're thinking get done as in solve?

well, you're sadly mistaken..
i meant get dwn as in..

resurface..

come up..

it makes me think..

makes me regret..

makes me hate myself, makes me sad..
makes me green..
makes me red...
and all of this..
just churning in turmoil..

TURMOIL IN MY HEAD!!

with a heavy heart and a foggy mind..
i bid thee, dear reader, a fond fare well
lest u decide to come tomorrow
i hope to blog news not of sorrow..
but rather happier things to bring a smile
to make that happen..
it bloody hell could take a while!

to dorothy-in case u didnt get it..and if you're readin this..bore-der-ed a.k.a bothered.but its ok, i dun really expect u to figure..not coz i think u're slow..but coz i did it intentionally to not let u know..=)

Cut! and that's a wrap
12:01:00 AM

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